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5:25 PM Wednesday, May 27, 2009










Most of my photo are taken with ShiMei :]

Change my handphone to W595 . Daddy bought for me!
Today went to Sembawang Beach for beach cleaning.
I feel the breezing wind, I watch the seawater flowing.
I sense a kind of feeling that I had not really experienced before.
I love the beautiful sun shining me and craving words on the sand and take photo
That was great! I and Yun Wen had a secret that we hide at the beach.
I went to the sea there to pick up litter, litter found are ridiculous.
They are underwear, diapers, pants and other stuffs.
After that, we went back to school. I started throw chocolates mint on Soon Yi
And he threw ice back on me. Then I threw chocolates into Soon Yi, Yuen Zhi
And Yu Yang s’ mouth. That was fun! Went to West Mall for about 10 minutes and made my way home. I walked home because I did not feel like taking bus. Staying at home is boring, I hope to go out. And I hate the part is that I has to seek permission from my parent and they will nag at me. I am really sick of that.
Miss Wong is going off soon, so our class took picture with her.
Nothing to say, I end here.

Love is more complicated than I thought.
Love is a kind of feeling which you will sense it.
Love will make you confused and tiring.
You will have to be responsible in it .
I love you , YHT
Serious , okay ?
I love you .





1:29 PM Saturday, May 23, 2009


It looks like it is going to rain. Today i did not go out with CYZ , NSY AND WP to MD to do project as we planned yesterday . CYZ 's parent don't allow and we have no choice . :(. I am very tired because of nothing to do but oly eat , shit and play . nevermind , i think i will find something meaningful . i miss him already lorhhs . just one day s sia . :) the days left to my birthday is 22dyas . i hope my birthday quickly so that i can receive a lot of present . i want to have a new handphone for my birthday present . Hope Daddy buy for me one :) . nothing to talk about le . bye :)

5:20 PM Friday, May 22, 2009

Today I am not moody , if compare to yesterday larhhs . I have a lot of fun throwing rubber and cocomint at the guys , especially NSY , CYZ , NBH . :) History project , i parnter WP , NSY AND CYZ . i want to be slacker can ? But NSY , WP and i want to CYZ to leader but he decline . At last , WP voluteer to be . i bet CYZ if he get 44 for his math paper , i drink him one drink and he really get above 44 . . I give one dollar to buy drink . :) . i fail one subject , dont really wish to share . stupid , i can give this kind lof marks . i am damn stupid :) I finally say this out . I feel so relieved , how can i describe it . the feeling is like a big stone had fallen off my shoulder , i have no burden anymore . But i still have one request/wish that i have not ask /fulfill . My birthday drawing nearer , count down the day to my birthday . the days left is 23days . haha . still got i months if estimate .


Iloveyou . dont need to keep in dark anymore ,i know i does not fit you , cannot u just face me and see me once . ther ewill be enough . i dont nned to forget you . i just keep it my heart . :)

2:34 PM Thursday, May 21, 2009

Yesterday i went huixuan house to play . nice ! i love it !
Today , i got my result for certain subject only .
I know you all very surious of my marks but i dont really wish to share . i did not really did well . there is wad i can say . sorry about that . i am so moody now , i dont really want to post . I will stop here by now . bye .
i am very tired already , i think i will stop loving you .
i need to rest , during this period i will try to forget . dun blame . if u really like me , u just hope god give ur u a chance to tell me you like me . i love you .THY . i love you . i want to forget about you . sorry . i want to forget about you . sorry . i want to forget about u . forget about u . stop loving you , i cannot resis loving you . why god dun let u tell me u love me , tell em you love me . Pls . i want forget you . i want to forget u .
I WANT TO FORGET U !!!!!

2:52 PM Tuesday, May 19, 2009

All of the 21 people must do this quiz, unless he/she doesn’t have a blog .Write the names of 21 people you can think off the top of your head, Then answer the questions.{Random}
1. Yun wen
2. Weng Ping
3.Kimberly
4.Shi Mei
5.Hui Xuan
6.KeeYan
7.Lydia
8.Soon Yi
9.Yuen Zhi
10.YuYang
11.Afiq
12.Dinie
13.Irfan
14.Jasmin
15.Jason
16.Joshua
17.Boon Hock
18.Xinyi
19.Deline
20.jun li
21.Fidahwu [ps , dun noe how to spell ]
How did you get to meet 7 ?-Lydia . In dunearn
What would you do if you and 15 never met?
-Jason . No difference de lorh .
What would you do if 1 and 20 date?
Deline and Yun wen .
I will immediately go to the doctor to go wash my brain or go for eye check up .
Have you ever seen 17 cry?
Boon Hock . No . VERY HARD TO MAKE HIM CRY !
Would 4 and 16 be a good couple?
Shi Mei and Joshua . Erms .. well . yes . I think [ shimei dun get angry horhh ,RANDOM ONLY !]Do you think 11 is attractive?Afiq . no . he is funny guy or joker only .
What's 2's favourite colour?
Weng ping . I dun noe , nv ask her b4
When was the last time you talked to 9?
Yuen Zhi . Yesterday .
What language does 8 speak?Soon Yi. English and chinese.
Who is 13 going out with?IRFAN SIA , GO OUT WITH HIM WITH HAVE MISUNDERSTANDING DE !
What grade is 12 in?Dinie sec one larhhs . he is my classmate .
Would you ever date with 17?Boon Hock . No .
Where does 18 live?Xin yi . .jurong .
What's the best thing about 3?
Kimberly . she encourage me and clear all my doubt .
What would you want to tell 10 now?
Yuyang . he look like jerry ee .
Whats the best thing about 20?
Jun li . she is friendly .
Have you ever kissed 5?
huixuan . I am not a lesbian. But she is my darling , I cant do such things .
What was the best memory you have with 21?fidahwu . he called me using weng ping hp , but I did not speak , I keep silent . then he say “ why so quiet”
When's the last time you're going to see 6?
Today. I same school as keeyan wad .
How is 14 and 12 different?
jasmin and fidhawu . one girl one boy . use common sense .
Is 19 pretty?Deline . pretty larhhs
What was the first impression of 11?Afiq . funny guy
How did you meet 20?
jun li . in guzheng in Dunearn
Is 1 your best friend?yun wen . yes .
Do you hate 12?Dinie . Not really . he did not make me angry or wad .
Have you seen 18 on the last month?xinyi . Yup . in dunearn .
When was the last time you said 16?Joshua . I dun noe , forget le .
Have you been to 5's house?Huixuan . no .
When's the next time you gonnna see 10?yuyang . on Thursday lorh
Are you close to 13?Irfan . no . not close . we are just friends .
Have you ever been to a movie with 4 before?shimei . no .
Have you ever gotten into trouble with 8?
soon yi , I dun noe . soon yi , got anot ?
Would you give 19 a hug?Deline . okay , she is girl .
When have you lied to 3?Kimberly . no .
Is 16 good with socializing?Joshua. I dun noe .
Do you know secrets about 9?yuen zhi . yes . haha
Describe the relationship between 12 and 14.jasmine and dinie . friends ba .
What's the best thing about your friendship with 9?Yuen zhi . friends .
What's the worst thing about 6?Kee yan . nothing .
Have you ever had a crush on 12?Dinie . never ever cross my mind . I tell u I like sb already lorhs .
Does 14 has a girlfriend or boyfriend?Jasmin. I dun noe .
Have you ever wanted to punch 1's face?
Yun wen . No . I cannot sia . I beat , I will go DM room or Police Station .
Has 21 met your mother?Fidhawu . never lorhhs
How did you get to meet 15?Jason . In Dunearn .
Did you ever physically hurt 3?Kimberly . no. Do you live close to 7?Lydia. Nope.
What's 8's favourite food?Soon yi . dun noe , I am not his gf rite .
What kind of car does 1 has?yunwen , u have a not ? no rite .
Have you travelled anywhere with 9 before?
Yuen zhi . Erms .. on the bus ?
If you give 14 $100 , what will he/she spend it on?
Jasmin . how would I noe ? I am not her .

I watching My Girl the whole day , someone cry int the movie i also cry . haha .:)
I MISSSYOU ALREADY SIA . WHAD SHOULD I DO ?LOOK AT ME TODAY , I WAS PLAYING . U WILL THINK I AM FOOLISH AND CHILDISH . nO , I AM NOT . I LOVEYOU . SERIOUSLY . I LOVE YOU , HTY.


12:27 PM Friday, May 15, 2009

Today was Geography exam. I hate it so much. I feel like dying. I think I will score badly for this mid – year examination because I did not really prepared much. I study the last minute. J . I want feel like playing basketball now, but no one want to play. Sad!
I miss my Alicia Lim, don’t get to see her. I miss her “Beating” and her laughter and jokes. Still have two more exams to go, Art and Math … My Art is so bad, surely get F9 …
Today I saw him, he was wearing that shirt and jeans make me feel so familiar. I really love him but I cannot tell, I hope I can just tell him I like you. But I cannot I have to bear the consequence if I tell him I like him that will be rumour about him and me that will make us feel un comfortable . What should I do? But, he is surely older than me but I think age matter much. I like you seriously. but I don’t think you will like me because I am girl who look ugly and fat , I don’t think you will like me , I am so stress up . For me, you look handsome and fine. Your smile makes me very happy. Y , I LIKE U .

11:38 AM Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Days just passed so quickly than i thought . Now i am preparing for my exams . Not going to post too much. dun waste time :) . bye ,
loving you make my heart feel more tired and hurt.
your face give me a impression that you does not love me .
i am just a stranger to u .
sorry , i cannot tell u , i love u . but i love u seriously .
i am sorry . i really love u with my heart and soul .
i love you , HS [ a name i had created for u ]

6:20 PM Friday, May 08, 2009

Today
a couple of things had happened .
-History Exam was like shit , i anyhow do , dont bother , all the question are like 6,7,8 marks .
Need to write a lot of sentence . My hand was awfully painful , when Ms Chen collecting the paper , she say "Pass up ur Otah sheet in front !" Otah Sheet , I burst into laughter . Not really insulting her but it was really very funny . :)
-Ms Koh was leaving and today was her last day :( . Sad!
- He was wearing something different today , so YunWen saw him and say " i want to vomit ". I look up and saw him . He looked funny and quite handsome . everyone saw him and started laugh . When he looks serious and angry , I am afraid ! :( i think i am going to miss him again for this three days of holiday .



5:30 PM Tuesday, May 05, 2009

On Sunday , suddenly i was sick , i was having fever and flu . I went to see doctor . I reached home at 11pm . Monday i was absent from school . Pretty sucks at home ! Finally , today i went school . School was pretty much nice than home . SERIOUSLY . But the sad thing is that , i did not see him for two days , i miss him so much . I hope he miss me too . :) Play with my friends today , pretty fun ! Life without the person you loves , friends are so bored ! :)

6:02 PM Friday, May 01, 2009

I am so tired because of some personal matter , I was very tired to post . I feel like dying lorhhs . This few weeks , I am not going to post . If I have the feeling , then post ! I bought a new lanyard ! :)