4:27 PM Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Sunday 12 October
Today wake up and go jurong west there the swimming pool go swim …. Go what stupid mall and eat breakfast. Go the koufu . I eat duck mee. Ok. Quite nice …. At night went to jurong eas t for dinner . my father treat … this is a stupid and feaking hell things . I go out and eat I will miss my favourite show the relentless justice . I was quite angry . so I bear with it … then my aunt chris ask me to go take one plate and chilli sauce . she never say how many packet of chilli sauce . so I take one plate and one packet of chilli sauce . before I caould sit down , my grand mother say only take one chilli sauce . I was so angry that I burst into tear . my aunt chris yelled ,” venessa khoo”. I was so like shouting wanting to shout fuck in front of them but I dun want . I eat and cry at the same time . I hate them ….
Monday 13 October
Go school , so quiet … that was because gift had left us . I was like so miss her . I wan her to be back . I cannot stand it anymore . no gift means that I cannot live anymore . I miss act and others. I am like going to cry .have quarrel with joelyn . she give me that stupid face what the fuck . she was angry with me because my basketball hit her and she got headache and feel like fainting . so I dun care larhhs …. Stay back to play basketball in the school with stella , liyi and shamama… haha . so fun … went home at 4.10. got scolding from my mother .. 2 moro cannot go out …. Xinyi msg me that she like ********* , ask me whether ********* treat me as a sister or gf . I say sister but my heart is ……. Kenny called me .. ask me how to draw the art work …
Tuesday , 14 October
To day is a happy time I spent with my 4 friends .. haha .. we play uno . very fun and we also watch moive … haha.. joelyn was not angry with me anymore . thanks god . god make me think of gift . I love and miss gift very much is like 1000000000 years never see her already … so now hearing give me clean hands , give me pure heart ….
Gift like this song … go mt class , play heart attack .. stupid weefong hit my hand until it turned extremely red . It wasd damn painful … other girls and me revenge and hit him back .. we hit his hand until he say stop bullying me .. haha .. stay at home and play com but my com so lag . loading so slow wait I want to die already …