3:41 PM Friday, October 24, 2008
After PSLE, I think life will be very good because I can play like crazy but I think I am wrong. My life became meaningless. I have nothing to do, only playing computer, watching television, eat and sleep. This is what I do, so I think I am gaining more weight. How I don’t to be fat. I had realized all my friends started to leave; they are not coming back or going back to their hometown. I miss them so much, like Gift, Zhang Yan and many more … Today so many people did not come , class was so quiet and peaceful [ actually is not so quiet] because all the guys were shouting while playing their games . Joelyn, Daryl, Anisa, Enirco and I were playing uno. I and Joelyn cheat because we took out the entire draw four and two, put under my table and when we need, we will take it out. But Daryl, Anisa and Enciro did not realize. I use Enicro handphone to listen to music. I like his song so much...
Then all the girls went for the sexual education. But madam Sze [tell to us about why girl turn bad] because girls join gangs for the same reason as boys – for a sense of belonging and acceptance and a feeling of power. after the talk , Madam Sze tell us about her life when she was student . I learn that we should give up easily, there will hope and miracle to appear. We must not give up so that we can success easily. Life is also not so meaningless. We use our time to read, play, study, eat and sleep but not only playing computer and watching television … We must be self -discipline and independent ..
I think I want to forget about him because I know that first crush does not work so I just want to concentrate on my studies. I know that someone like him, I know he only treat as a sister only. I also does not know whether he treat me as a sister a not. I must forget about him … really …
