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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHAFIQA … today was her birthday. I was the six to wish her happy birthday, I was quite disappointed. Then shamama had forgotten that it was shafiqa‘s birthday, shafiqa and me kept on laughing and ask her what is so special today. Then she think for a minutes, reply .today we all are going china town, I was almost going to cry of laughter. She finally remembers and say today is shafiqa birthday. Today Mrs. James did not come; Mrs. Agnes Wong brought us to the computer lab and play games. So many people in our class are absent … we went for web design, Mrs. Suzina always scold … what was wrong with her … we went for recess. Shamama, joelyn and I eat together, but we left shasha alone. When she comes, she was so angry. By the time, we all were speechless. So we did not talk to each other until now. I play uno with joelyn, shamama, cantona and enrico, we sabotage cantona. During MT, I play heart attack with Daryl, Annabel, joelyn, enicro and yvan. When I touch Daryl’s hand, it was like so hot. When I touch enrico’s hand, it was so sticky... Haha... Had a lot of fun with them. Today new is about in Singapore a guy is a gay and have HIV. A guy who is blind on the right eyes , help his mother to change adult diapers , scrimp & saves to buy mum favorite food , bathe , massage & give back scrubs .. . He say that his parents bought him up. Now that his mother is old , he has to love her the same way she loved him when he was growing up . I think that his love is truly blind..

Yesterday went Singapore discovery centre, have a lot of fun there and memories that I had spent there with my friends. We group into six, me, joelyn, ansia, amirah, shafiqa and siewmun and we play X – race, we ran around the Singapore discovery centre to find answer but we only do one pages. Haha. Then went for a talk, was eating all the time, not listening and not playing attention. Haha. I am daydreaming. Diaoxxx. Then went for a break but did not buy anything because so expensive but I bring a lot of money, maybe save it for my lunch at the Singapore discovery centre‘s canteen. After the break, we watch a show at the cinema and we need to wear the special spectacles because it is a 4d show. The soil is like splashing to me... Shafiqa. Joelyn and I was busy taking photo with the spectacles. Haha. The show only last 10 minutes, so lame. After the show, went for a break again, at the canteen, buy a slice of pizza and share with Eileen. The n shafiqa brought a bowl of laksa, it look delicious. after that , we went for a talk again , when we reached the last place and sitting down , I was sitting with , Felicia , Alicia , joelyn , charmanie and xinying , we are really paying attention . After the talk, went around the Singapore discovery centre with shafiqa, joelyn and Daryl. It was fun. We saw Alicia they all doing the game things..., so we join in. When we wanted to start the game again, ms tan come and sit down to watch us play. Finally we walk to bus which takes us back to the school. . my classmates was walking at the zebra crossing , then I started shouting look , left , look right , everyone started looking at me . Oh, I know that it was so lame... When we reached school, joelyn, shafiqa and I decide to go Daryl house to play, Sp we packed our food and went to his house to eat and play hide and seek. I try to hide in different places but I found after all. We see Daryl brushing his hamsters. I touch the hamster, it was so soft. Haha. Then I send joelyn to the bus stop and went home... I had a lot of fun after all .

Yesterday went Singapore discovery centre, have a lot of fun there and memories that I had spent there with my friends. We group into six, me, joelyn, ansia, amirah, shafiqa and siewmun and we play X – race, we ran around the Singapore discovery centre to find answer but we only do one pages. Haha. Then went for a talk, was eating all the time, not listening and not playing attention. Haha. I am daydreaming. Diaoxxx. Then went for a break but did not buy anything because so expensive but I bring a lot of money, maybe save it for my lunch at the Singapore discovery centre‘s canteen. After the break, we watch a show at the cinema and we need to wear the special spectacles because it is a 4d show. The soil is like splashing to me... Shafiqa. Joelyn and I was busy taking photo with the spectacles. Haha. The show only last 10 minutes, so lame. After the show, went for a break again, at the canteen, buy a slice of pizza and share with Eileen. The n shafiqa brought a bowl of laksa, it look delicious. after that , we went for a talk again , when we reached the last place and sitting down , I was sitting with , Felicia , Alicia , joelyn , charmanie and xinying , we are really paying attention . After the talk, went around the Singapore discovery centre with shafiqa, joelyn and Daryl. It was fun. We saw Alicia they all doing the game things..., so we join in. When we wanted to start the game again, ms tan come and sit down to watch us play. Finally we walk to bus which takes us back to the school. . my classmates was walking at the zebra crossing , then I started shouting look , left , look right , everyone started looking at me . Oh, I know that it was so lame... When we reached school, joelyn, shafiqa and I decide to go Daryl house to play, Sp we packed our food and went to his house to eat and play hide and seek. I try to hide in different places but I found after all. We see Daryl brushing his hamsters. I touch the hamster, it was so soft. Haha. Then I send joelyn to the bus stop and went home... I had a lot of fun after all .

After PSLE, I think life will be very good because I can play like crazy but I think I am wrong. My life became meaningless. I have nothing to do, only playing computer, watching television, eat and sleep. This is what I do, so I think I am gaining more weight. How I don’t to be fat. I had realized all my friends started to leave; they are not coming back or going back to their hometown. I miss them so much, like Gift, Zhang Yan and many more … Today so many people did not come , class was so quiet and peaceful [ actually is not so quiet] because all the guys were shouting while playing their games . Joelyn, Daryl, Anisa, Enirco and I were playing uno. I and Joelyn cheat because we took out the entire draw four and two, put under my table and when we need, we will take it out. But Daryl, Anisa and Enciro did not realize. I use Enicro handphone to listen to music. I like his song so much...
Then all the girls went for the sexual education. But madam Sze [tell to us about why girl turn bad] because girls join gangs for the same reason as boys – for a sense of belonging and acceptance and a feeling of power. after the talk , Madam Sze tell us about her life when she was student . I learn that we should give up easily, there will hope and miracle to appear. We must not give up so that we can success easily. Life is also not so meaningless. We use our time to read, play, study, eat and sleep but not only playing computer and watching television … We must be self -discipline and independent ..

I think I want to forget about him because I know that first crush does not work so I just want to concentrate on my studies. I know that someone like him, I know he only treat as a sister only. I also does not know whether he treat me as a sister a not. I must forget about him … really …

today nothing much to post ... but i wasspenting half of my day sleeping and the rest of the day to play and watch and eat .. my life was like hopeless... i damn tired sia... no hope and goal and dreams ... i am just a useless person.... still have 5 days to spend ... i am like dying ...i think i am very fat and short ..... if i am like eunice ng so pretty and smart , i will be angel . my boy friend is like william san so handsome , i will be damn happy ... stop dreamin gi told myself ... hahas .. nothing much too post . bye

Wednesday 15 October

Today quite a okay day larhhs . like I care . haha .. go school and went to 6 care to tok to stella , Annabel and liyi . I act as stella ‘s mistress .. stella is my husband .. diaoxxxx … go to school watch god is crazy . if gift is still around , she will definitely watch becos she is Christian ma … this make me remember that gift send me a message in nigera[ I dun noe how to spell ] I damn happy … hahas … play heart attack with shamama , shafiqa , joelyn ,cantona , tom , enirco,Edmund and travis . my hand damn painful becos thet all hit damn hard .. hahas .. later play uno we sabotage tom . haha.. tom was like stop us from sabotaging him .. we always scream baby enicro, faster larhhs . I help cantona , shafiqa and enirco to playand sabotage tom …. play uno , I noe a secret about shamama …. She like ******* . she was so obvious… joelyn , shafiqa and joelyn was very sure that she like ***** . but she tok me that she like **** . I dun noe larhhs . u think I care .. go and care mine larhhsss .. I cannot forget ******* , I miss ****** . I think I should forget ******* becos someone like him ….. diaoxxxxxx…. Today mt , go computer lab to play games becos teacher allow ma .. I ws playing commander/commando and chief . then she chat with … diaoxxx rite ?
Yaya… Angry with my mother not letting to go out .. stupid sia ……. Go home and listening to music lorxxxx … hahas … now I really miss her so much until I want to die already . when she had not leave ,I always quarrel wit her . now felt that was too childish , I should cherish her more … is already over is too late …… nvm larhhs , she noe I miss her … hahas

Sunday 12 October

Today wake up and go jurong west there the swimming pool go swim …. Go what stupid mall and eat breakfast. Go the koufu . I eat duck mee. Ok. Quite nice …. At night went to jurong eas t for dinner . my father treat … this is a stupid and feaking hell things . I go out and eat I will miss my favourite show the relentless justice . I was quite angry . so I bear with it … then my aunt chris ask me to go take one plate and chilli sauce . she never say how many packet of chilli sauce . so I take one plate and one packet of chilli sauce . before I caould sit down , my grand mother say only take one chilli sauce . I was so angry that I burst into tear . my aunt chris yelled ,” venessa khoo”. I was so like shouting wanting to shout fuck in front of them but I dun want . I eat and cry at the same time . I hate them ….

Monday 13 October


Go school , so quiet … that was because gift had left us . I was like so miss her . I wan her to be back . I cannot stand it anymore . no gift means that I cannot live anymore . I miss act and others. I am like going to cry .have quarrel with joelyn . she give me that stupid face what the fuck . she was angry with me because my basketball hit her and she got headache and feel like fainting . so I dun care larhhs …. Stay back to play basketball in the school with stella , liyi and shamama… haha . so fun … went home at 4.10. got scolding from my mother .. 2 moro cannot go out …. Xinyi msg me that she like ********* , ask me whether ********* treat me as a sister or gf . I say sister but my heart is ……. Kenny called me .. ask me how to draw the art work …

Tuesday , 14 October

To day is a happy time I spent with my 4 friends .. haha .. we play uno . very fun and we also watch moive … haha.. joelyn was not angry with me anymore . thanks god . god make me think of gift . I love and miss gift very much is like 1000000000 years never see her already … so now hearing give me clean hands , give me pure heart ….
Gift like this song … go mt class , play heart attack .. stupid weefong hit my hand until it turned extremely red . It wasd damn painful … other girls and me revenge and hit him back .. we hit his hand until he say stop bullying me .. haha .. stay at home and play com but my com so lag . loading so slow wait I want to die already …

perharps today is either a sad or happy day for me. I am happy becos my realationship between stella and annabel is improving . haha . sad . becos of some particular reason .[ is a sercet ]nothing much too post ... bye

Today, I have a great time in school. In the morning, we watch a video about sexual things. Quite lame. Later mrs james goes to the staff room to take some food to make pancake. So after she went out , the class started to become noisy . me , shamama , shaha , gift and joeyln to take photo of us and sent it to gift as a memory of us after she go back to her country . We all are so sad becos gift is going to leave us . when mrs james come back , she make pancake for us to me . damn yummy . I ate two . then , she make chocolate cornflakes . dam nice .haha . .then wen for mother tongue , go computer and play but not study despite the fact that teacher want us to do research . we all are naughty . haha.
Ater that . go Alicia house . we had lunch first before going . when we reach Alicia house , we all went o swimming pool . but never swim , just splash water at each other . haha . when went up to Alicia house , we meet her maid , so she help us to open the door to let us in . jasmine [dog] was barking . haha. Then Annabel , liyi and me go to play basketball .later jieyin and joelyn come and join us . me and joelyn vs Annabel , liyi and jieyin me score 11 they score less than us . forget the marks . later is me , joeyln , Annabel vs liyi and jieyin . we have 10 they have less than us but I forget larhhhs. Then me and liyi to vendor machine , she treat me green tea. We go Alicia house to collect bag . halfway , we saw Annabel and joelyn . Annabel say she want to go home so we wait for her in the swimming pool for her . so I splash water at liyi and play with water . annabel came and we take bus home . wad a great time I have with my friend . I cherish the moment I spend with them

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Today is the last day of PSLE . can have freedom already. i am very tired sia . i am worried aboout how much i get for all the subject . at 9.55 pm , tom started to give expreesion that psle is going to be over , he was like damn happy . haha . first i decided to go jurong point with my friend but the do not want . shafiqa and gift they all went larhhs , dun wanna to go already . wan to go alicia house , she dun let me go . so go caiyan house to play com , becos load faster . haha. so tired sia , noothing to do .so bored . i wan to sleep sia . i miss chat with him . now at caiyan house , when i reach home , faster go charge .
i play com so go youtube and watch the qing you ke yuan . i am a fan of enuice ng and willian san sia ... i wish that i can see them in real life . enuice ng so pretty and willian san so handsome .